I'm slowly recovering from everything that happened, yeah, I still feel sick when I think about it and I still feel like crap but when my dad talks to me I feel like I should take responsibility rather than run away. When my mom hugs me I feel better. When my childhood friends decided to meet up again, I realized that I wasn’t invisible after all. And perhaps most importantly, my sister actually sat with me for 3 hours every day and hugged me when I had nightmares. It was through them that I realized that disappearing didn’t solve anything, it only made things worse. It would take time for me to fully sort out my emotions.

I also finished playing OMORI 2 months ago. It was truly an experience beyond my imagination. This game really changed my life. Sunny taught me how to forgive myself, maybe partly thanks to it I was able to recover so quickly like this. In the future when I am okay, I plan to finish the game once and make some OMORI bots, mainly Mari, I really love her.