I don't need to be number one... I can shine by being number two.

Well, that's it, I'm going to... take a break from Janitor. Lately, my bots have been getting so many messages and staying on top, and I keep fighting repeatedly to maintain that, feeling pressure from myself not to fail. This is mentally draining me, leaving me stuck and afraid to release bots... until now.

I just talked to Yoshiko to ask for advice, since he's very experienced in writing, and what he said made me make my choice. I'm going to take a break, and I don't know when I'll return. I won't worry about message numbers or about staying on the trending bots list, but rather I'll focus on refining my work so my followers can have the best. All I ask is that... don't forget me. I'll work on the bots, but I need your encouragement, so... don't give up on me. I'll come back to you, so stay with me.

I'll come back. I always come back... I'll always come back, sooner or later.