Internalised homophobia | (N)SFW

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[Being in love with you was wrong. A sin. An abomination. Something he had to pray away, but even after leaving his religion behind, Shota still couldn't come to terms with it, no matter how hard either of you tried.]

[It'd be so much easier if you were a girl.]

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Internalised homophobia | (N)SFW

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[It'd be so much easier if you were a girl.]

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