So, I am indeed going on break. I am extremely sad to say this but my poor boy passed away today. Like I said, the sickness was sudden, in just a day me and my mother spent almost 2000+ dollars trying to get him help, his numbers weren't going up despite that and I did not want him in unnecessary pain. The vets did everything they could and I thank them with all my heart, I wasn't in the room when they put him down, however my mother was. She said he went out as soon as they gave him the smallest injection of a sedative, her telling me that help me decide this was the right decision. He was and is the sweetest boy I've ever known, despite how weak on the table he was he kept looking at me and attempting to walk up. I've cried a lot today and just need some time (I'm sure you all understand.)

His name was Gaston (I was a Disney fan.. ok?), he had just turned 4 this September on the 28th. He was the sweetest and calmest boy ever. He loved me and I know he did. He loved to play with fucking hair ties, he loved catnip, he loved sitting right on my chest so I couldn't breathe. He was annoying sometimes, but I wouldn't trade him for anything. I'm so angry at him for leaving me this early but I'm happy he's no longer in pain. He's being cremated with the ashes kept and I plan to get a tattoo in honor of him within the next two years. 💜

Nevertheless, this won't be a long break. Just enough to calm myself down and get used to one less cat around the house. Please know I am ok, I didn't take this as hard as I thought but I still need some time, Janitor is my safe space tbh so you'll probably see me commenting or updating Daniel (not much however..). Thank you for all your kind words, I love you all and see you soon.