Get a load of this shit.

I’m so done. This so fucking stupid. This happened a week ago and I kept quite abt it on here even tho I was beyond pissed. I’m included in this list and wasn’t able to go to the meet. Blamed for something I didn’t even fucking do. When I got the message I was told that I had a feral outburst, using foash photography and not following study hall guidelines. Study hall maybe, I was talking, but everyone was! I heard everyone’s voice and I wasn’t yelled at by the study hall teacher beside these two kids! So if I was talking and everyone else I should be singled out for that and everyone should get in trouble! And the bus stuff I didn’t even do. First of all I don’t even have flash on or use my flashlight on my phone. The only outburst I hv r heavily depressed ones and not feral ones where I’m jumping around. Sorry for having a loud voice if that’s a problem, but that’s just how I talk and I can’t really control it. The bus driver was so bad as well! She lied about everything we did at the end of the ride she screamed at us telling us how disrespectful we are and such and called out my friend who did I nothing the whole ride saying the most awful things ever and my coach did nothing! I vividly remember picking up trash and not having a fucking wrestling match in the lodge. Like come on! I apologized to the study hall teacher and to my coach for like the study hall stuff but not the bus stuff like my parents told me to do bc never apologize for something you didn’t do. So I did that and now we have this!

Oh well guesss I’m not going to finals! I’ve fucking apologized and I’m not going to apologize to that ass of a bus driver. Also what parents supervising? I can tell you there was none! The parents that came in to get there kids? Oh hell no! They didn’t do shit! They just came in told them that they did really good and walked out. Today was supposed to be the meet we were gonna go to, but like half the team couldn’t, but we had a snow day so the mountain canceled it! So now we r still gonna get punished? If you ask my principal he even said it was harsh! Both my parents are pissed off and been chatting with friends and family members abt it bc they r so angry with the letter writing shit. And I’m not sure what to even put in my letter if I write one! Like “sorry I hv a naturally loud voice and my phone is bright.” Which is all I can think of bc I disnt do anything! And if I sent that and gave it to the bus driver I would have to go to the “study hall” (it’s just a detention basically) to fix it! I’m so tired with everything! Ski team used to be so fun and now it’s just bullshit and a waste of my fucking time. I’m starting to not even enjoy something I’ve been doing my whole life because they hv just made it miserable

And ofc now I’m tired and I’m losing motivation to do shit cuz it’s always on my goddamn mind. my coach, my bus driver, my school, this.