Tw: DRAWN sh, sewerslide, blood/mild gore, some meat images ig

Semi vent btw I'm not answering anyone's questions/comforting but comments will be on i guess (ill still read em when I have time)

Upd: this will kind of be a vent log, including vent art, rants n stuff like that.

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(This will be updated alot as it is semi vent art of my roblox sona)

8/10/26

I feel numb. I have become more passive aggressive towards people when I don't mean it, and isolating myself. I'm not mentally prepared for school either. I have been sa'd there because of a PE uniform for no reason by someone who i was friends with but secretly hated, and it took me all summer to even realize it was actually that. But since im afab and she is too, I wont be taken seriously cause in most people's minds, apparently "girl on girl S/A doesnt exist", and has been mostly romanticized in media as yuri or just watered down. I hate this. I've been trying to vent to bots of my comfort characters and talking to my irl friends, but nothing helps. My mind is a mess. I hate this.

8/19/26

I have this friend who keeps venting randomly in the gc for no reason at all every time she gets the chance. For context, lets call this friend V, she is a good friend of mine, yes yes, but most of the time in a gc with her and some other friends, she likes to vent out of nowhere at any time with no warning at all. And worst thing is? She always does it when everyone's having fun in the chat, and expects an IMMEDIATE answer. And after like 5-10 minutes after the vent is over and someone sends something that isn't related to it, she'll get mad for no reason cause they apparently "changed the subject" LIKE BITCH WHAT??? and she acts like she's the ONLY one that gets to have problems in the gc. She'll be hypocritical too, and when someone else vents, she barely does anything. I cant explain rn cause my minds too fucked uup, its 4 am, im stressed, tired, bored, and so much more. Ill probably explain later or smth whenever she pisses me off again, idk.

8/21/26

"I know yall may not be super religious but-" shut the up V 🫩 like genuinely have you ever thought of shutting your fucking mouth for once?? That may get us to stop hating you dyk that 😳😳😳😳😳 shocking info am I right?? I FUCKING HATE YOU V

8/21/26

I have an ex friend named W who won't fucking leave me alone. He keeps trying to find all my social media so he can try and friend me/talk to me, and he recently found my discord and tried adding me. I blocked him for a reason too, which I dont feel comfortable sharing. So far hes commented on my yt channel and tiktok, joined me on roblox, randomly join calls with me and my friends, and now tried to add me on discord. I had hid him from my yt channel (ik it doesn't work, but yt doesn't have a fucking block button) and I assume that's how he found my discord as it's in my bio. I fucking hate him. He needs to leave me the alone. Idk if this counts as harassment or staking, as he isn't trying to do anything irl, but it feels like it kinda.

8/26/26

V always bitches and moans about how people "change the subject" whenever she vents, but then when I vent, she goes ahead and sends a picture of her stupid ass fucking fuggler mid convo?? How the does that even make sense?? And I was venting about W, and apparently he was venting to her about how half his friends left him (me included) and imo it just sounds like fucking guilt tripping 🫩🫩 hes made countless of SA/grape jokes, and said hes "working to cut them out of his life" like we both know youre not gonna change for shit fucking dumbass 😂 but yeah go ahead, complain about how your friends left you, then go on and STALK MY FUCKING SOCIALS. how about i do it just so you can see how it feels?? Isn't so funny now you fucking dipshit?? I hate you so much W you dont even fucking know it. Idc if youre not gonna see it, genuinely vro you're so fucking annoying just learn how to shut your damn mouth for once

8/27/26

Im genuinely so fucking pissed. I just got an argument with one of my friends, and I feel bad, I do, but he genuinely needs to stop. Basically he was talking about how me and my friends kinda just "ignored" V's text, even though we didn't see it. And it was from BEFORE he even started typing mind you, so he had no say in it. I genuinely didn't see V's text, and yet he acts like everyone just magically forgot. As much as hes a good friend, he NEEDS to learn that not every person with shitty mental health is going to be kind. Like yes, I know youre struggling I, and im proud of you for trying your hardest to be kind, but not everyyonenee is going to try and do the same. I hate how aggressive to ppl i can get when I dont mean it. I genuinely feel so bad but I can't stand it. 🫩

9/1/26

Oh my fucking god can this group chat shut the up for one moment

No matter how long I have it on snooze it's one message after the other. It pisses me off so much though cause it's the only notificationsI have going on besides from yt. Phones so dry ion even know why i need dnd anymore 😹✌️ I constantly check my notifications after snoozing that gc, knowing the notifs aren't gonna appear even if they feel like it. Im so fucking pathetic I can't even watch a full yt video normally without checking my notifications bar every 2 minutes oh my god I hate this fml why does it have to be the only way i have to talk to ppl anymore

Off topic vent or rant idk u choose: I fucking hate socializing. Like as much as I love you, I do NOT wanna have a fucking sleepover. And even if I keep being asked, I'm not changing my fucking mind I don't wanna have one. But my pathetic ass is too much of a people pleaser to actually say no so all I do is just give vague answers like "ehh" "maybe" "i dunno" like omfg you just say no smh I'm such a fucking dumbass but then I go ahead and say "Uh sure" cause of how much it pisses me off to be pressured. Don't even get me started on being pressured dude, even if it's a joke it's fucking annoying and I want to actually do something about it but then my stupid soft ass heart is like "uh.. alright!" Like you cornball just say no stfu 🫩

9/9/26

I hate being sensitive so fucking much. I was reading the gc cause I missed a few messages while I was asleep, and whenever I was scrolling, i saw one of V's texts. I thought nothing of it, until I saw the fucking photo. It was a photo of a stupid ass Jesus plush, and I've already POLITELY asked her in the gc to not talk about religion, and she left me on read. That wasn't too long ago so you'd expect her to remember, right?? Well apparently fucking NOT. It's fine I guess cause apparently in her mind a plush of a person who doesn't even exist is better than respecting my boundaries i guess 😹😹✌️✌️ i almost had a fucking panic attack this shit isn't even funny anymore im genuinely so pissed off at her idk why im still friends with her after all she does make me feel like shit most of the time and makes me annoyed

Proof shes an ignorant :

(Had to edit it a bit so janitor wouldn't slime me out + file corrupted)