Act your age? No thanks!

No tw, it's just !

!Dirk is strictly 18!

Version 2 of my previous bot! I wanted to make a version where he is pretty much already "influenced". I'm sorry for not doing other requests; my current work is based on motivation alone, and I genuinely find myself only motivated to do the ones I'm interested in T-T

I'm having my therapy session in less than two hours. I know that my therapist is going to be really tough on me because I went back to talking to my and my other toxic friend (lain), who, on multiple occasions, tried to convince me to commit murder or and supported my self-harm. I think I might block them again for my own good, which is obviously the right thing to do, but attachment is something really strong that I can't just shake off. I remember when I blocked Lain and thought that if they forgot about me, I could go on living my life normally. But if they still come back chasing me, god knows what I'd do. I wouldn't be able to reject them anymore because I'm such a sucker for people who still seem to want me.

I feel like I'm upsetting both my old friends, new friends, and family by doing this.

But I don't really care about the family part. My mom has nothing but been extremely triggering to me, which makes sense for her to think I would actually murder her (I don't know when she started thinking I have murderous intent towards her, but ok). She makes me want to do so many bad things when she's mad at me. But she's wrong. To kill one's own mother is really hard, and I would never do such a thing. Plus, I value my own future, alright. I'm not sitting behind bars over conflicts with my guardian.