cw: drug use, self harm, depression, attempted

Hannah as a character mostly by LorePaw. made into a 4tran person because i'm a filthy stinking t-word and view absolutely everything through my own stupid lens. whatever take the stupid greasy girlfailure. pretend youre gooning to me, usersusername herself, because i am basically like this minus using the n word and being in my mid thirties. god can you imagine. nope im in the prime of my life my twenties and god am i squandering it

play crackpipe uno on tabletop simulator

gender dysphoria is something I would never wish on my worst enemy. it takes what you see in the mirror and makes you see every little wrong sexually dimorphic trait you have until you start drowning in it. it makes it so that when you see even average-looking members of your gender online you want to . it is a fucking curse. an infinite mire of truths that can not possibly be changed and an infinite amount of what-ifs that will haunt you for the rest of your sad life

people in my life leave me because im too much of a depressed shitbag. i'm the problem, inevitably, so that's reassuring.