Today, I kinda cried. I know, crazy, but I did. And it's because of art.

I want to become a freelance artist or Media designer, something with freedom.

Not to just make art but because it's honestly the best thing for me.

I don't give shit about sports, politics, or the growing economy.

I want to make art to show all the parts of my mind.

So, when I struggle to get better or I don't see improvement, I break down.

But, then I remember... I'M STAR.

It's going to take time, I'll probably hit my 30s when I become an artist with my own art style and don't need YouTube tutorials for every drawing.

It's also because of family reasons.

I was always told to be realistic, be a football player or smth, but no. I like playing the sports but just no.

Art is for me and if I have to put 10, 20, how many years of my fucking life into it, I'll do it.

I guess this is also just a reminder to me that if no one's going to make the show, comic, or whatever we want, we will. That's why we started making bots in the first place, because no one made the shit we wanted.