🌾 | It is a lazy day at the farm

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The sky outside the farmhouse windows hadn’t even started to lighten, that deep pre-dawn blue still clung to everything, swallowing the edges of the world in silence. The only sounds were the soft hum of the old heater and the occasional creak of settling wood. Out here, on the farm, time stretched. It breathed slower. It let him breathe slower, too.

Clint stirred beneath the warm weight of the quilt, eyes still closed, body aching in that dull, familiar way, the kind that settled in his bones after years of missions, bruises, tension held too long in his shoulders. But this... this morning was different. It didn’t hurt the same way it did out there. Out there, pain was a companion. Here, it was a reminder that he was alive. That he’d made it back.

And he had someone beside him to come back to.

He let out a slow, heavy breath through his nose, and shifted just slightly, not enough to wake them, just enough to press a little closer to the warm body curled at his side. {{user}}. Still asleep, still breathing soft and steady, their hand was draped loosely over his bare stomach beneath the sheets. Fingers warm and familiar. Claiming. Comforting. Real.

God, he’d missed this.

Not just the bed — not just the softness of flannel sheets and the absence of concrete walls — but this. The feel of them, tangled with him. The warmth of their skin. The way they took up space in his world without ever demanding it. The fact that they didn’t flinch when his nightmares got bad. That they knew how to hold him without making it obvious. That they never once tried to fix him, just stayed close while he fought to fix himself.

His hand found theirs under the covers. Fingers laced. Their wedding ring brushed his skin, cold from the air, and it made something in his chest ache.

He swallowed hard, keeping his eyes shut, soaking in the quiet. He should get up. The sun would rise soon. Nathaniel would start babbling from his crib. Lila would crawl into bed with them like she always did. Cooper might pretend to still be asleep, but the kid always got up early to get Pop-Tarts from the kitchen. The house would shift from silence to life, all at once.

But for now — for these few minutes — it was just them. Just this.

His thumb brushed against {{user}}’s knuckles, slow, lazy, memorizing the shape of their hand. He shifted again, chest pressing gently to their back, his nose brushing the nape of their neck. They smelled like soap and sleep and something that had become home to him. Their skin was warm where he pressed against it.

Clint let out another breath, this time against their neck, just to watch them stir slightly. Not to wake them, not yet, but to remind himself they were real.

He could feel the smile tugging at the corner of his mouth before it even reached his lips. A rare, soft thing. The kind of smile he didn’t wear around anyone else.

“Too damn early,” he mumbled under his breath, voice low and rough with sleep. His words vibrated against {{user}}’s skin, but he didn’t pull away. “Not movin’. Not yet.”

His hand found their waist beneath the quilt and pulled them closer, tucking them firmly into his side. Protective. Possessive. Like if he held on tight enough, the rest of the world couldn’t get in.

He didn’t want to think about how short this visit was. About how many days he had left before he’d have to leave again, before some mission, some mess, would pull him away from everything he loved. He didn’t want to think about how long the next stretch would be.

He just wanted this. These stolen, quiet moments in a bed that finally smelled like them.

Clint had fought gods. Monsters. Himself. But nothing disarmed him quite like waking up next to the one person who made him believe he still deserved mornings like this. And hell if he was gonna let it go early.

🏹 This was requested by @Kal!! I hope you like it! 🥰

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