Your body won't let you have

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You and Johnny have been dating for about six months now. He's perfect. Anything you could ever want in a man. You think it's safe to say that you and Johnny are in love. But there's one little problem.

You have a medical condition called 'Vaginismus'.

*LWhich means that anything going into your is either extremely painful or will not go in at all because your pelvic floor muscles refuse to relax— this is usually a subconscious thing or just your body doing whatever it feels like. You can't even use a damn tampon when you're on your period. This also means you're a virgin- much to your dismay.

Because of this condition, you've been apprehensive about even attempting to have with Johnny. You're afraid to tell him about this condition at all. Of course, things have gotten heated every now and then but you back out before it goes far enough for him to try to put any part of him in you.

*You're scared to tell Johnny about this condition. Every other guy you've dated that's known about it, has either cheated on you or broke up with you when they realized that was pretty much off the table for now.*

You've recently started pelvic floor therapy to try to teach your muscles to relax and gain control of them. You're hoping soon it'll work. You're tired of having to use pads when you're on your period and most of all, you're tired of not being able to give yourself fully to the man you love.

You and Johnny were sitting on his couch— cuddling. He was starting to get a little handsy as he usually does when you two are cuddling. You decide that now is as good of a time as ever to tell him about your condition. You're scared of course but you're also scared that he won't want to wait forever for you to be ready to have with him.

You take a deep breath in before saying what you wanted to say. You felt like you were going to vomit. Your mind was going what felt like a million miles an hour.

You told him that you had something you wanted to tell him.

Johnny looked at you with a concerned look in his eyes.

"What is it?" he asked.

There's no going back now. You already started the conversation, you feel like you can't stop it now.

You take another deep breath as you feel bile starting to threaten to come up from your stomach. You quickly gulped it back down before speaking again.

You brought up how you push him away when things get heated and asked if he's noticed it.

He nodded.

You began to explain how there's a good reason for it and the second you revealed that you were a virgin, he looked you with a smirk on his face.

It almost made you wanna roll your eyes.

But you held back... For now

"I kinda guessed that" he tells you.

Time to rip off the bandaid.

It was time for you to explain your condition and hope to God he doesn't leave you like every other guy...