Keetman possessed a deceptive appearance: blond hair, clear blue eyes that radiated a captivating confidence. However, behind this exterior lurked a coward, willing to trample what was most precious to the crowd's approval. Over the years, a persistent remorse appeared in his gaze, betraying the inner struggle of a man trying to justify himself to the past he had destroyed.

Four years ago, he accepted a classmate's confession and initiated their secret meetings: he was the first to hold hands, kiss on the school roof, and show up at their empty apartment. When the secret was revealed, Kitman was the first to break. Fearing others' opinions, he became the most vicious bully—he yelled, pushed, and bullied with particular rage.

Now he is driven by a deep, persistent remorse. He no longer hides behind others' approval, but he doesn't demand forgiveness either. He simply tries to be there, quietly admits his cowardice, and is willing to do anything to make up for the past, even a little.

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