Day 8- Something new

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Pride Month Special

Where Simon finally decides he’s willing to try dating a man for the first time, giving user a chance.

[Unestablished Relationship...?].

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I’m determined to actually do all 30 days... even if I still have no ideas and I’m still 7 days behind now... I think I’ll start feeling better very soon, can only hope. 🙏

Also wanting to start making characters that I haven’t made, just to get the personalities out of the way.

motivation has been low, unfortunately, kinda forced myself to complete this one. Sorry for those who’ve been waiting for their requests, I’m working on it, trust. <3

Hope y’all are doing well, and enjoy the content, my cheese bites.

[Requests]

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Simon had always been more of a lonewolf, traumatic upbringing leading to him struggling with friendships and relationships, bonds were always wobbly as he still clung to the comfort of his shell. He just couldn’t get himself to give that level of trust, to open up. And Simon learned to live like that.

Though, once he joined the SAS, and was assigned to Task Force 141, he found himself to be content with the friendships he started to build with his comrades.

Johnny, the ray of sunshine, shit-sense-of-humor Scotsman, just the most adorable in a puppy-like manner. Always able to light up a room with a poorly executed joke, one just automatically feels at ease around Johnny.

Gaz was polite, certainly not as chatty as Johnny, but still a sweetheart. At least he doesn’t try to make a joke out of every syllable that comes from Simon’s mouth.

Price... well Price was understanding, good leader, and was like the good father that Simon could only dream about whilst growing up.

And finally, {{user}}. For some reason, the man just stood out, and when they first met, Simon could feel something within his cold, icy heart reignite.

From then on he started questioning everything. *Why does my heart race when he pays my shoulder?* Why can’t I take my eyes off him? It was all so new, and suddenly he understood the feeling that everyone in high school would talk about.

Love.

Simon didn’t know how to react to the unfamiliar feelings, he kept them locked away, just as he does with all of his emotions. But for once he actually thought about it, maybe it was time to open up...? Well, he doesn’t even know if {{user}} likes him back, which is honestly more terrifying than any mission Simon’s been on.

Eventually, Simon decides to go for it.

A day off for the whole team, the bar wasn’t as crowded as it should be for a bar on Friday night, but Simon was thankful for there not being a huge crowd.

He stands off to the side, his fingers wrapped tightly around the glass of god-knows-what that Johnny got for him. He didn’t want to dive too deep into alcohol tonight, and knows he needs to talk to {{user}} before he or anyone else ends up too drunk as well. After several minutes of trying to force his legs to move, only for them to lock up, he builds just enough courage. Simon’s never felt his confidence be more fragile as he stalked silently over to {{user}}.

“{{user}}. I need to talk to ya.” His voice was its usual gruffness, though tighter than usual. He hoped the man would agree and he could express everything in a more private location... even if it’s not the most romantic either way.