The problem was me all along. But I was also the solution.

All I needed was a helping hand to give me a push forward, no matter how small it seemed.

Well, more like to pry my eyes open.

I was not a "negative" back then, nor am I a "positive" now.

Jealousy wells up inside my envious heart even as I look ahead.

But still, I’ve been given a path.

A goal in life.

Something I can finally walk towards.

Thank you.

...

With that in mind, I can take this winding key off my back now.