Very funny, but let's have a serious talk. Quite a lot of time has passed, but as it turns out, harassment isn't exactly the kind of thing that ends on a schedule or by a simple request. Let me take you by the hand and guide you through the wonderful wildlife of the Russian-speaking Janitor community.

Lately, whenever I check the bot requests, I'm starting to realize that the predominant Russian-speaking community really is one big, highly dysfunctional family - the kind everyone loves to joke about. And every single day, this is shamefully confirmed with renewed vigor.

I've attached screenshots below of the lovely wishes people send me through the bot request form. There are wishes for me to die in hellish agony, profound musings about my appearance, concerns about my sexual experience, and even touching care from "ten accounts" intending to mass-report me into a ban. Very sweet, darlings.

TW: derogatory language, insults, ableism, xenophobia/racism. The separate hilarious bullshit here is that this started arriving right at the beginning of sсh001 holidays. Well, yeah. Just dropping my two cents for you to think about.

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I don't know where, who, or how I managed to piss off so badly, being a completely unsociable person who is only active in my own telegram channels (there’s one for shitposting and one for bot announcements) and on my own Discord server. I don't meddle in big collabs or other people's conflicts, though sometimes I have things to say and show; I always stay quiet in all chats because I'm just not interested. I once made a post with cringe screenshots showing how most of my chats exceed 10k+ unread messages. I might show up somewhere only because there's a friend there who wanted me to be present. I don't know what would have to happen in my life to make me willingly want to communicate with a bunch of anonymous people on the internet, especially given, again, that I'm a completely unsociable person with trust issues even toward those I've known for years. But thanks, of course, for the "constructive criticism." I'll take it into consideration (I won’t).

It's a pity that someone wastes their time anonymously spewing bile at a person who doesn't bother anyone, just makes bots, and talks to those who are interested.

If you feel so overwhelmed with anger and hatred that the only way to vent your pain is to write anonymous nasty things to strangers on the internet, please seek help. Mental health is no joke, and it needs to be worked on. Below is the information I was able to find in public sources on where to get psychological help. Find the strength to sort out your own head and the pain inside it before poking around in someone else's.

Russia:
Phone of trust (works anonymously, 24/7): 8-800-2000-122 or 124 (from mobile)
Psychological help phone of the MCHS of Russia: +7 (495) 989-50-50
Unified federal chat of medical and psychological support (Telegram): https://t.me/+‐NlCAoiZghk2OTNi

Belarus:
Unified emergency psychological help number: 133 (24/7, free, anonymous).
For adults (Minsk): +375 17 352 44 44 (24/7).
Republican Scientific and Practical Center for Mental Health: +375 17 272-21-67 (Mon-Fri, 9:00–15:00).

Kazakhstan:
Helpline for psychological support: 150 (for anxiety, fear, conflicts).
Unified psychological help number (Almaty): 1303 (also available numbers +7 (727) 376-56-60 and +7 708 983 28 63).
Republican helpline: 1414 (available to all residents of Kazakhstan).

Ukraine:
Line of the National Psychological Association: 0 800 100 102 (daily from 10:00 to 20:00).
Government crisis support line: 1547.
Line of NGO "La Strada-Ukraine": 0 800 500 335 (from landline) or 116 123 (from mobile).
Helpline: 1550 (mobile number 067 133 15 50 is also available).
Hotline for psychological and legal support: 0 800 33 20 29 (weekdays from 09:00 to 18:00).

As well as:
USA: 988 ( & Crisis Lifeline)
UK: 116 123 (Samaritans, 24/7)
Canada: 988 ( Crisis Helpline)
Australia: 13 11 14 (Lifeline)
International online chat (7 Cups): available in 189 countries, free communication with trained listeners at 7cups.com.

Take care of yourselves and your mental health, and don't write me things like this anymore. It's not constructive, not funny, and doesn't solve anyone's problems. Requests will be closed for now, until I figure out a way to make bot requests NON-ANONYMOUS, since everyone is so fucking brave all of a sudden. If you want to request a bot, you can find me on the Discord server and DM me. BB