So. Like... idk how to write this

I lowk wanna quit but I dont at the same time?? I fucking love having a community and people that like content I put out. Love it. Love it so much. I love talking with people and doing requests. It's amazing. So... thanks for 67 followerssss

But at the same time, it's like. This is so damaging for the environment. Unbelievably damaging. And I'm constantly fluctuating between apathy and guilt. You can’t preach anti AI and then use it a ton but it keeps happening. Again and again. Not only that, but the whole 'plus' situation. I'm sorry but if you pay for janitor+, it's a bit sad. And it's quite offputting. Like. Why pay somewhere around £11 a month for chatbots. It's embarrassing to see. I'm very sorry if this is rude but it is so hot and I cannot mask right now so I'll phrase it better later. I know they need funding, but it's just... so strange.

And I'm burnt out. Im burnt as hell. I'm hot and sweaty and Ive sat so many exams (which are over, thankfully) that it's hard to put my guard down and sorta just exist. I'm fucking tiredddd

But that one will pass as will it alllll

So that's the reasoning behind things not being done. Im a #chud