Regarding to my “hiatus”
Hey everyone
It’s been so long since I last posted lmao
I finally have the time and I wanna talk about a few things.
Q - why did you stop posting?
A few reasons why here.
First of all, I felt a bit obligated to post. At first when I started, I was doing it because I wanted to. During that time, I started making bots because I had a lot of free time. I posted daily, after the mini vacation I went to post a few times a week. I shortly realized my schedule was too busy to do that so I went with once a week.
I didn’t have any passion into doing it anymore and simply did it because I build a small group of people that liked my bots. Overtime, I stopped posting completely and went on with my life.
Another reason is that I was fixed on making Victor Gideon bots. Nonstop. I wanted to make ocs but a lot of people sent me requests and I was like “alright. People love this. I’ll make this”.
Q - Why did you private most of your bots?
Almost All of my bots, if not 90%, were just Victor Gideon bots. Again, I felt pressured into making only these type of bots because, that’s what my community wanted.
I may or may not make them public again. I won’t make bots of him in the future though.
Q - Are you gonna start posting again?
Honestly... I don’t know. I actually wanted to start posting again by August but something happened in my life.
My ex best friend, of almost 6 years, broke our friendship because she recently found out I did something stupid about 4 years ago.
She blocked me everywhere. I can only contact her by an Instagram account that I don’t really use anymore.
I spoke to her and she wasn’t angry at me but felt weird talking to me now that she knew what I did.
I don’t want to talk about what I did. I would, but I want to keep her life private.
My heart breaks even more every time I think about it. I was dumb, naive and young but still, what I did was wrong.
She won’t see this since she doesn’t have j ai but im terribly sorry for what I’ve done. I apologized and still will. I hope the best for you.
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Also, I don’t use TikTok as much as I did before. If you want to dm me, send me a friend request on https://discord.gg/BhDZYcC8
Thats all.
Have a great day guys
take care! ^^
Created Aug 16
Updated Aug 16
Published Aug 16