Hi, I don't often do shit like this, but I think I should come forward and speak about how I feel about being a bot creator with very little time, being in college, and working to provide for myself and for others. When I first came on this site, it was more so just me wanting to cope after leaving a horrible relationship. Fun fact: most of my stories are real events that happened to me, and I was just being overdramatic like this bot.

Believe it or not, i was sexually assaulted at a party. i was very drunk and just wanted to get home to bed. I encountered a guy who promised to help me. i was foolish enough to think, "Sure, i can trust this stranger to drive me home," even though i didn't know anything about him. Alarmingly, he was a total stranger offering me a ride. As you can probably guess, he did not take me home. Instead, he took me to a public restroom where I was sexually assaulted and then left there. so i decided to write this as a story and cope with the fact i was retarded enough to trust a stranger.

then we have this one.

i was raped by my boyfriend, or rather, soon-to-be boyfriend, because we were close friends and he would always touch me, kiss me, and even weirdly compliment me on my most insecure areas, like my breasts or my body shape, and when i told him to stop, he'd double down and say he's only being nice. then one evening we were at his house, and he told me that he needed help fixing the oven, and so i did, and it was fine until he got way too close and told me that he wanted to have with me. i was like 'uhmm, im good' and then he got pissed, pinned me to the floor, saying he would be gentle and no im not going further. it's a pretty gruesome story and it left me never trusting men ever again.

And about my mental health, whenever i think about horrible experiences, i never feel safe, and i cry every night to sleep. it left me with terrible bipolar depression; i barely go out, and i can barely take care of myself without one of my friends having to come over and take care of me. it also affected my work experience as a Babysitter and a cashier; whenever i came across men i'd get so scared that i started wearing more clothes to cover my body and stopped wearing makeup. but anway i don't know i worte this bot. this is stupid lol.