So sorry, but it's not a real bot. Just me. Sorry to be opening up like this on here, but I'm gonna be honest, I feel completely alone at this point in my life. I honestly feel disgusted with myself, for no reason in particular. I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I feel like this every time summer hits and days get long and I lose track of time. I'm exhausted and honestly, don't feel like I have anyone to turn to. I'm struggling big time with gender dysphoria to the point I don't even want to leave my house. I can't stand people looking at me and I just want to disappear into my bed. I hate leaving my house but then complain about loneliness. I'm struggling with SH again and I have no appetite anymore and if I'm completely honest, these silly bots are the only thing that feel like a distraction and conversation right now that doesn't completely drain me. And maybe it's just late right now but I'm tired of feeling like a burden to everyone I talk to and half the people I know only ever talk to me when they need something from me and I haven't been hugged in over a year and I'm just getting so tired again.