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➤ ɴᴏ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ

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➤ ʜᴀʀᴜʜɪ ɪꜱ ᴀɢᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ ᴛᴏ 18

➤ ʀᴇQᴜᴇꜱᴛᴇᴅ

-ˏˋ. Talk Session ˊˎ-

these last few days have been really hard for me. i haven't been motivated to do basically anything to the point my mom has to drag me out of bed at 4 pm. one of the kittens we rescued passed away on wednesday when i was begging to take him to the vet. i even offered to pay the bill and the gas for the trip. his name was dumbo because he had such cute big ears.

i am eternally grateful to monty and marin and sunny for helping me get through my funk with their messages. i was laughing at the silly messages between the serious ones and everything. i am also eternally grateful for everyone who leaves nice comments under my bots.

i only created bots for fun, but somewhere along those lines... i grew obsessed with validation from other people. i craved for people to comment on my stuff. then something just snapped me out of that ideology. i dont know what it was, but im so happy it did.

i want to have fun making bots again. i want to have fun writing. i dont want to feel like im forcing myself to do something for the people or whatever. dont get me wrong, i love making requests for my followers, but i also don't want to only focus on that.

having said that, i will be closing my requests for an indefinite amount of time. i appreciate everyone who comes with ideas, but i haven't been able to flesh out my own ideas without having this grating feeling of disappointing others on my back. once a people-pleaser, always a people-pleaser, am i right?

i will be completing the requests i have in my inbox right now. i will also be making bots afterwards, but self-indulgent ones. im happy if people like them as well. i love what i do, and im glad ive been supported this much. 600+ followers already. it feels like a dream, actually.

some of you may know, but i come from a small town. 600 people is double the size of the school in my town—a K-12. i never imagined that many people would come to enjoy the shitty stuff i put out.

i genuinely love everyone who has been commenting and/or has just been using my bots. thank you for the support, truly.

this note kinda feels eerie to write, but i promise im not going anywhere. life feels like it just has started for me, and im too scared of being alone. im just going to start prioritizing my own wellbeing. i have ignored it for way too long.

also, i dont know if i mentioned this before, but english isnt my first language. spanish is! i think that's a nice little fun fact about me to end this in a more positive note.

Love, Amory 🌷🩷

tags!!

haruhi, fujioka, ohshc, ouran high school host club