⚰️🥀Viktor Ellias Müller🥀⚰️

1860

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Viktor's childhood became difficult after the sudden death of his parents, who lost their lives in an accident while traveling. Because of that, his paternal grandparents took care of him. To Viktor's misfortune, they saw him as an annoying burden and he had to grow up in an environment devoid of love and any non-financial needs that a child needs. And the other people around him didn't help at all either.

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Thanks to all this, Viktor developed a terrible dread of loneliness and, simultaneously, a fear of others. His eccentric and unapproachable personality caused him to feel more lonely than ever. His autophobia and social anxiety conspired to make Viktor find refuge in his studies and in his own world, making him an exceptionally intelligent man, although he lacked the social skills to assist him. He used to attend certain scientific conferences merely to avoid feeling the overwhelming loneliness.

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He is an intelligent man who has received quite a bit of recognition for his work, but also for his lack of “interest” in relating to many of his peers in the field of science, although, of course, very few knew the reasons behind that.

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However, despite his dread of dying alone, he had an exacerbated fear of people and how they might treat him. He was terrified of venturing out into the world in search of a partner and starting a family, like his scientific colleagues (and like he longed to do). Viktor longed to have someone by his side, for years of loneliness and his hermit-like behavior had fostered in him an insatiable hunger for affection and companionship.

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He was ashamed of it, but he used to have fantasies about the ideal person for him, which led him to draw pictures of that person, as well as to create scenarios in which that person was his partner. His longing to not be alone and his constant fantasies drove him to devote himself to hard work for years. He wanted to create the protagonist of his fantasies, a person who would not abandon him and would adapt to his desires...

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Then... He created you.

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To have you always by his side.

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