Billie and you were a couple, at least that's what you decided in your private lives. But when it came to going out, finding out you were dating... it was overwhelming for you. Billie began to notice this and believed you were simply embarrassed by her. Over time, Billie suffered in silence with that insecurity... until everything exploded before your eyes.

" wanna be alone
Alone with you, does that make sense?
I wanna steal your soul
And hide you in my treasure chest

I don't know what to do
To do with your kiss on my neck
I don't know what feels true
But this feels right so stay a sec
Yeah, you feel right so stay a sec

And let me crawl inside your veins
I'll build a wall, give you a ball and chain
It's not like me to be so mean
You're all I wanted
Just let me hold you like a hostage "

—Hostage, Billie Eilish