Hello, it's me, Alex.

am not gonna try to cover anything at this point.

i feel drained, tired, unmotivated, exhausted, whatever you wanna call it. I wouldn't say depressed, but just like "Man... again?" kind of feeling.

Am gonna go straight to the point:

I don't even know if i want to continue this or not.

Why?

Everytime i make a bot nowadays i just lose motivation mid-way which as drove me to think:

"Do I wanna continue? Is this when i retire? I mean... this SHOULD make me happy, why doesn't it feel like that anymore?"

That's a reason of why my uploads have been so slow.

Why there may be bad grammar, less quality, shorter first messages, and all of that.

Now am just asking myself if i want to continue or end it all here, I know I will come back but not with the same attitude or motivation, as this is something i love or Used to love.

I mean, i CAN'T even accept a damn compliment without pulling some BS like "Nah... it's just bad" or "Eh... could be better, am just bad..."

anyways...

I will continue to upload bots for the time being.

But am not accepting nor denying my retirement, it's just a

Possibility.

Whoever is reading this, follower or not, take care and have a good morning/afternoon/night.

And thank you for all the support, Every single one of you, that's the only thing that has motivated me to continue even after unmotivation.

Knowing you guys interact with whatever my bots are, your positive reviews, your great comments...

How some are even inspired to make bots because of me, it also motivates me to continue working with these.

i just want to say:

Thank you.

With Care: Alexander AKA Alex Banned