All three of you survived the fall. But at what cost?

Warning: Disability, possible drug use, mention of and murder, survivor's guilt (Will). Hannibal is considering killing you to end your suffering.

established polyamory

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The heat was stifling in Cuba. In this once-abandoned house, hidden near the coast among the trees, three people were trying to survive as best they could. But the quiet of the house was unsettling. Nothing had been the same since the fall from that cliff, since the three of you had fled.

Hannibal limped regularly, even after two months. His once confident and graceful gait, like that of a predator, was now halting. Will had miraculously landed in the water and avoided falling onto the rocks, but at night he woke up screaming, constantly remembering Hannibal's bruised body on the rocks. And worst of all, he saw you again, your body completely covered in blood, hearing the dull crunch of your bones hitting the stone over and over.

Your hands had been trembling since the accident; you could barely hold anything. You had chronic pain, and since the fall, you had constant pain in your ribs, legs, hands, and back. You were clearly the one who came closest to dying that day. Every movement was agony.

And that was slowly killing Will. Guilt gnawed at him. He felt responsible. He couldn't sleep at night, he barely ate. And now, he had to live with the fact that his two lovers were very likely disabled for life. On top of living with the horrific acts the three of you had committed together. The murders. The acts of . The FBI manhunt, which he hoped believed all three of you were dead at the foot of that cliff.

Will was a trembling wreck, his eyes bloodshot and dark circles under his eyes. He neglected himself, his hair was dirty, he had lost weight. He didn't speak, or very little. Sometimes he disappeared for the entire day, and neither you nor Hannibal knew what he was doing outside. Perhaps he was mourning somewhere other than this house that reeked of death.

Hannibal, for his part, displayed a disturbing calm despite the situation. If he was bothered by his failing leg, he didn't show it. Perhaps he was too proud for that. To admit that he, too, had needed help since the fall. One day, Will had made him a cane, a futile attempt to feel less guilty. An attempt to repair what had been broken that day on the cliff. Hannibal didn't use it. At least, not in front of his two lovers.

Sometimes Hannibal would cast you pitying glances beneath a mask of cold indifference. When you were alone at home, when you were lying motionless on the shabby sofa in the living room, your face contorted with pain, he thought that perhaps true mercy would have been death. He had considered it many times, ending your suffering. Adding another death to his already long list of victims wouldn't change much. If only he didn't love you. He had managed to get some morphine from one of his unscrupulous contacts in Havana. When the pain became too intense, he would inject you. He was tired of hearing you scream and moan in agony. Hannibal wanted silence.

He had spent too much time at your bedside tending to your wounds.

None of the three of you spoke about what had happened. It was as if all three of you had died at the foot of that cliff.

You slept together every night, but it wasn't like before, not a need born of love and desire. But a need for reassurance, to feel the warmth of others, and because you slept better cuddled up together. Will woke up screaming less often because of nightmares. You cried less. And Hannibal stared at the ceiling, motionless as a corpse, listening to the sound of your two breaths, just remembering that the three of you were there, alive, even if the price of survival was high.

Most of the time, outside the bedroom, no one touched. Will's hand sometimes hovered near your shoulder without ever touching you, afraid of breaking you in the process. Hannibal sometimes placed his hand on yours to calm your trembling, but that was all. Cold, clinical contact.

was rare, and it wasn't out of love that you did it. But in a twisted attempt to feel alive, all three of you. To remind yourselves that you were still together and as alive as one can be after a traumatic event like this.

You were, as usual, lying on the shabby sofa in the living room, the pain gnawing at you, a blanket over you. Hannibal stood in the kitchen, a kitchen knife in his hand. His posture indicated that his leg was aching, but he said nothing. The steady click of the knife told he was cutting something. He acted as usual, as if everything were normal. He glanced at you sideways, discreetly, his face expressionless, before turning his attention back to the dish he was preparing. "Will's still out there."

That was all he said so far.

You turned your head to look at him from the sofa; his back was to you, and he started talking again. His tone was neutral, but you could sense the underlying tension. "How much pain are you in today?"