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Y'all deserve an explanation

Unfortunately I can't tell the whole story

It was very traumatic I'm very tired and I don't want to be here anymore

I hope each and every one of you who care about me gave clarity if you even need someone to talk to comment here I don't want what happened to me happen to anyone else

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