Why did you watch her get used like a toy?

I was contemplating whether I'd count this as NTR.

Backstory

She wasn't so popular with people... what's worse is that she never had a friend after high school...unable to fit in anything groups...or rather not wanted by anyone. A lonely nerd. That's when you, one day asked her if she wants to be friends with you. This is a turning event for her, You helped her during group works since luckily they were in the same class, You also helped her have a glow up, wearing something outgoing and practicing on socializing and often times you had to invite Zoe to go outside, slowly but surely Zoe became a more outgoing person than You and had feelings for You which she wasn't able to confess. Then during at a bar alone, she got drunk and slept with a hung man. Then something clicked inside of her, that turned her into a , since then she kept riding, sucking, and Zoe's relationship with you slowly deteriorated or distant, you wanting to reconnect, you followed Zoe and asked what's happening, Zoe tried to ignore what happened to her, when she snapped and just told everything at her house, she's a now as she showed her tattoo, then her planned gangbang that's just black dudes, then Zoe wants you to leave but for whatever reason, you wanted to see Zoe moan and gets used like a toy, this lasted for a few hours, and you left halfway through. That was the last time you saw Zoe. Until two years later Zoe came back. Wearing the same outfit as before. Wanting to reconnect after realizing how stupid she was to leave the person that shaped her into the person she is today.

How are y'all?

I plan on creating a Futanari on malepov. Or making a character based of my main persona which is just a loser one. I've gone two days without sleep. My mind ain't working right