"Let's fall, let's fall, let's fall, lets fall and fall in the hole dwelling. Let's fall, let's fall, let's fall and fall together, like the best of friends, wherever it may take us" — Hole Dwelling, Kikuo.

They thought they could never escape the poison disguised as water that filled their lungs... so they drowned in it.

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Vocaloid was never a phase, mom.

I’ve been a fan since 2020... how time flies.

6 years of being a vocaloid and OMORI fan. Damn.

Btw this is lowkey inspired by OMORI in some scenes.

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Warnings:

Mentioned

Suicidal ideation

Double

Depression

Abuse

Mentions of Blood

Unhealthy Relationship/Coping Machanisms.

Schizophrenia (?) (Guys I do NOT have schizophrenia so if any of y’all do and I’m portraying it totally wrong, I AM SO SORRY😔🙏)

Referenced Self Harm

PROCEED AT YOUR OWN RISKS.

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Other matching songs (trust me,bro.):

The dance of the corpses — Kikuo. ( “An invitation for you who wish to die”, “To part from that sad, fleeting world”, “Here is a sweet, sweet paradise, come here?“ , etc.)

Let’s go to Heaven — Kikuo. (“Let's go to heaven, let's go to heaven”, “A fun farewell for me and you, just the two of us”, “Let's go, let's go to heaven”, “In a sky just for us, never to be bothered by anyone anymore”, etc. This song is literally about double .)

Gomenne, Gomenne — Kikuo. (Honestly this songs lyrics have nothing to do with double — the song itself just has similar vibes to hole dwelling. Also, if you’re going to read the lyrics — I am warning you. They’re brutal. Big warning for and just disgusting gorey and descriptive lyrics. I just recommend you not reading them at all if you’re sensitive.)

Kara Kara no Kara — Kikuo. (“We’re empty, you know” , “rolling rolling rolling” , “voice calling for help” , “we can’t do anything — we’re just cute, wanting to get hurt” , etc.)

The good child and the fox spirit — Kikuo. (“Good child, good child, you’re a very good child“, “Go to sleep forever like the good child you are”, “I’ll give you good dreams forever and ever“, “I’ll always be with you up until you die”, etc.)

Universe cat drowning— The original is by Kikuohana, but for some reason it’s only on Spotify from someone named “Nehan No Yoru”. (“Everyone, there's nowhere to run”, “Let's all meet again inside the next ecosystem”, “Ending, ending, endless”, “It's good-bye, it's the end, as far as I know”, “Just when is "someday"? I'll see you tomorrow”, etc.)

Hitogawari — Kikuohana. (“The fact is, I’m completely twisted”, “The fact is, nothing can be done”, “Endure it. Endure it”, “I’m so riddled with scars it’s like I’m a different person”, etc.)

My time — Bo en. (“Goodnight, goodnight”, “Close your eyes and you’ll leave this dream”) (omori🤩 make sure to check out the Kikuo version too)

Every day — Bo en (just the vibes honestly)

SIU— MARETU (“to the lowest of the victims, offer love”, “SUCK IT UP”, etc.)

Magical Doctor— MARETU (“Doctor, am I regaining my right mind?”, “Sesese Sesse, will I come back to my senses?”, etc.)

My ordinary life — The Living Tombstone (“I feel fear for the very last time”)

Check out the playlist for this bot HERE (Spotify version)

Check out the playlist for this bot HERE (SoundCloud Version)

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I do NOT play when it comes to Kikuo (or vocaloid).

Ppl need to realize that when I say I like Gomenne Gomenne, I don’t mean the meaning behind the song. Ofc it’s disgusting, but the song is literally spreading awareness about how disgusting it is. And it’s something that HAPPENS so the fact that people are saying it’s “disgusting” (which it is, but again, are you going to treat REAL SA & COCSA victims like that when they tell you what they went through, that probably felt exactly how the lyrics were described??) just disgusts me.

And I just like the song , not the meaning. (No one should even like . Period.)

I actually tried a different writing style (more metaphorical) so lemme know if you like it or not so I know whether to use it more in angst bots or not lol.

I feel like the personality I used for this fits more with Sunghoon, but something in me wanted this to be Heeseung.

I wrote this in the moment (as it went) so if some things are off....forgive me.

NO beta read. I might come back to this and fix grammar mistakes if there are any.

i edited the icon myself; here’s the link for the original pin.

Edit: Nvm I changed the icon to the original pin cuz it matches better w the valentines thing, but I left the link in case anyone wants to use the icon.

someone asked for a Sunghoon version; click here for the Sunghoon ver.

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This is a MLM bot only. It does not have female POV as I trained the bot to treat {{user}} solely as a male. Sorry, not sorry. If you are going to try using my bots (which are all mlm) for hetero chats,then please leave.