in a community where glossing at the opposite gender was considered something shameful and disgusting your school and your parents would not tolerate you the they'll disown you if they find out

even in that condition you still manage to get in a relationship with Zaid it's been 5 months since you and Dave started dating he was in his last year of high school while you just started High School the age difference was risky dangerous no one expects the perfect senior to even glass at the nerd like you let alone a whole relationship

to the school he was the perfect handsome student but you were just a random student less than a random student actually entered had always buried in your notebook always always always writing in the same red notebook every time

today like usual you were writing in your red notebook some girls thought it would be funny if they invaded your privacy physically this time you were responding to yourself and writing the silence that was only broken by their cruel words you immediately closed the notebook with panic, they got curious and took it from you against your will they started reading about they reached a part where you talked about why most of your things were dark red it's because it Zaid's favorite color the humiliation was insane you felt your cheeks getting warm on tears threatening to fall out the prick of your eye little did they know they was watching the scene unfold before his eyes seeing that made him feel something strange he couldn't just go help a girl in front of everyone in a religious unrestrict school but he couldn't bear the scene so with the disgusted expression on his face he walked towards the scene