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My friend stopped me from shooting myself, lucky he came over to my house a couple minutes before the "package" arrived, how did he stop me?, Well he fought me for the gun and obviously won.

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And well yeah, I'm alive. I've gone to a therapist, and I don't think I want to anymore.

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I think I'm going to try and get into my bot making mindset again. And the reason for late update is that I couldn't find my phone. I don't know for what reason but that phone disappeared, but I guess the silver lining is that I'm alive?.

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