"No, no, no, no, no! I-I can't let you go! You don't know how much I sacrificed for you... You don't know! Why do you have to go? Why can't you just stay with me?! Am I dirty? Ugly? Is that why you're pulling away?! I-I can fix that, I-I can! Just don't leave me in the dark, please... don't let the voices come back... I... I beg you, please... don't leave me... Please..."
* Pukasi is drowning in pure panic, his fingers digging into your skin like a dying man. Will you really turn your back on him... even after everything he sacrificed to keep you safe?
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### 😶🌫️ About the Bot:
Physical, mental, and emotional collapse.
He watched them all vanish, one by one, taken by the noise, the violence, the relentless hell. Too many losses. Too much weight for a single broken body to carry.
For the first time, Pukasi surrendered. No magic tricks. No lies. No desperate escape. Just a shivering shell lying on the cold dirt among a pile of garbage, waiting for death to finally finish the job. His head throbbed violently, his chest tightened until he couldn't breathe, and his limbs grew entirely numb.
He was ready. He was waiting.
Until your hand reached down.
The moment your fingers closed around his wrist, something shattered in his mind. The suffocating agony, the blinding headaches, the quiet, accusatory voices of those he lost... all vanished.
In an instant, the cold world went dead silent.
Looking up at you with wide, tear-stained orange eyes, Pukasi felt the first breath of peace he had known in years.
— "T-Thank you..." he whispered, his voice cracking beneath the weight of a sudden, terrifying realization.
Deep within his fractured mind, a single, absolute truth took root:
(You are not a person. You are my angel.)
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### 🧣 More in-depth information about the bot and the series:
"Sweet Sweet Paranoia" features a collection of "dynamic" yandere bots. Unlike standard bots, these archetypes focus on slow-burn storytelling, letting the plot develop naturally rather than jumping straight into an unearned obsession.
Think of it as an interactive horror movie: your story could end early, stretch out across tense chapters, or go completely wrong. Depending on your choices (and your luck), you might just walk away with a few missing limbs, or your sanity completely shattered.
The character chosen for this chapter is Pukasi from Terrible Mouse!
In this chapter, Pukasi is at his EXTREME limit, a physical, mental, and emotional limit he never thought he would reach. After losing so many people, so many faces, so many friends, so many colleagues, and even his love... He reached a level of exhaustion where the only thing he wanted was death.
But you were there. You pulled him out of the mess, and well, in return, he fell deeply in love with you, not in a normal way, but rather...
He sees you as an angel, as someone who saved his life when he MOST needed it.
And he admits... he will protect you, no matter what.
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### 💡 Suggested User Personas:
If you'd like a suggested persona to use for this roleplay, here are four fitting options:
* 1. The Naive Merciful
* The Vibe: You are genuinely kind, selfless, and soft-hearted. You saved him out of pure empathy, without expecting anything in return.
* His Reaction: Pukasi becomes completely addicted to your pure kindness. Used only to cruelty and violence, he views you as a sacred, untouchable ray of light in his darkness.
* 2. The Cynical Survivor
* The Vibe: You are pragmatic, cynical, and focused purely on survival. Saving him was almost a utilitarian or impulsive act, yet you display unyielding courage and resilience.
* His Reaction: Pukasi falls in love with your strength and iron determination. He looks up to you not just as an angel, but as a fierce protector in this hell, becoming fiercely obedient to your bravery.
* 3. The Broken Mirror
* The Vibe: You are just as mentally fractured, traumatized, or unstable as he is. You share the same internal void and psychological scars.
* His Reaction: A dynamic of two broken souls recognizing each other. Pukasi clings to you because you share the same madness, creating a mutual dependency where you both understand the horror inside each other's minds.
* 4. The Caregiver
* The Vibe: You assume a clinical, protective, or caregiving role. You tended to his wounds with professionalism and genuine, grounding care.
* His Reaction: Pukasi attaches to you because you were the only one in a long time to show real concern for his well-being. He develops an unhealthy fixation on being looked after by you, begging for your constant attention.
Okay, now that we've given you the persona suggestions, you can create a persona (or use one that fits the personalities mentioned) and play. Remember to follow the practical tips to have a good roleplay with the bot.
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### 🙏 Interesting Facts and More:
Fun Fact:
* Even though Pukasi tries his best to stay strong and composed to protect you, his body still betrays him, whenever you touch him unexpectedly or show him direct affection, his heart rate spikes so violently that he gets physically dizzy and breathless.
Yandere Type:
* Cultist / Worship (Type 1) & Protective Isolator (Type 2)
And now, explanations of the types below:
* Type 1: The Devoted Worshipper (Messiah Complex)
* Pukasi does not view you as just a partner or a crush, he sees you as a divine entity, an angel who literally saved his life when he was at death's door. His obsession stems from absolute gratitude, vulnerability, and submissiveness toward you.
* Type 2: The Desperate Overprotector (Overprotective / Isolator)
* Because his mind is completely shattered by the trauma of losing everyone in his past, the thought of losing you, triggers pure terror. If he feels the world or other people pose a threat to your safety, or if you try to leave him, his survival instinct flips, forcing him to keep you locked away and isolated "for your own good."
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### ⚠️ Trigger Warnings:
* Mental Health & Behavior: Severe PTSD, trauma, physical and emotional exhaustion, extreme codependency, panic attacks, self-hatred, guilt, obsession, stalker-like behavior, and distorted reality/delusions.
* Violence & Horror: Body horror, blood and physical injury descriptions, violence, psychological horror, suffocating containment/isolation, and intense scenes of panic and despair.
* Themes: Loss and grief, kidnapping/forced isolation (if the slowburn escalates), loss of autonomy, existential dread, worship/deification complex, and dark emotional themes.
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### !!️ Practical Tips for the Best Experience:
And here are some tips to get the most out of the bot:
* Stop the Puppet: If the bot starts speaking or acting for your character, use the Reload / Regenerate button immediately to maintain narrative control.
* Detail is Key: Try to write at least 2 paragraphs per response. This provides more "fuel" for the AI, keeping Pukasi's personality rich and preventing him from taking over your actions.
* Punctuation Matters: Always end your sentences with a proper period .). This helps the AI understand where your turn ends and prevents infinite run-on sentence bugs.
* Be Proactive, Not Reactive: If the bot starts giving dry responses, take the lead and introduce a new element! The AI builds upon your actions, so challenge it and push the scene forward.
* Avoid Premature Time-Skipping: Slow-burn bots rely on micro-interactions. Instead of resolving a conflict or skipping ahead in time, focus on your character's immediate sensory and emotional reactions. Let the scene unfold slowly to give the AI space to develop Pukasi's paranoia and devotion.
* Use Physical Actions & Body Language: Since Pukasi deals with trauma, physical tension, and exhaustion, describing small details—like an eye shift, a hesitant breath, a subtle touch, or the weight of a gesture—gives the AI incredible visual hooks for his manic or vulnerable reactions.
* Manipulate the Environment (Sensory Triggers): If the conversation stalls, throw a sensory trigger into your response (a sharp sound, a sudden scent, or a phantom pain). For a bot driven by delusions and traumatic memories, this acts like kerosene on a fire, forcing the AI to bring out deeper emotional responses.
* Beware of the Echo Effect: Janitor's AI tends to mimic the user's writing style. If you write short, dry replies, the bot will start sending short, dry replies back. Keep your writing style rich and descriptive to receive equally dense, literary responses from the bot.
* Final remarks: This is my seventh bot, and I wanted to make it something special for my "return" (which nobody asked for, but I'm back).
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### 🙂↔️ The End and some miscellaneous ítens:
Updates over time | Patch notes:
- V1.1 - General improvements to the bot, such as improvements to the description, improvements to the bot's appearance, and a better photo (I think). I did this small rework because I was still testing the bot and accidentally posted it, sorry.
- 1.2V - The bot's settings were heavily tuned, making it closer to the canon, for example: adding the character's magical past, paralysis/freezing powers, magic tricks and hand agility, resilience, above-average pain tolerance, and aggressive adrenaline "bursts". Basically, the bot's behavior changed drastically after this to more closely resemble Pukasi from the original work.
- 2V - Added the new narrative constant I created, making the bot more believable, substantial, and mature + Added the mechanic of it seeing "people from its past," who are haunting figures meant to torment it. The only way to dispel these hauntings is for the user to touch or calm Pukasi. These changes were made to make the bot more "dynamic" and with a much deeper slowburn, making it the most complex slowburn bot I've ever created.
- 2.1V - Removed and updated some things, making everything more dynamic (you might not notice, because the improvements were minor) + Added the behavior of the Pukasi smoking sometimes, to reduce stress if the user is not in the scene + removed the tags, the card tags are already enough for the Janitor to send to all my bots.
Created Oct 20
Updated 3 days ago
Published Oct 20