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The last race

Hello.

No, this isn't a bot. I just tricked you into thinking the whole Arima Kinen countdown thingy was for a Gold Ship bot.

This is an announcement, might be a scary one for some but don't panic please, it's not anything that worrying.

I'm... Leaving. Temporarily.

I don't exactly know when "Temporarily" is, but it's definitely going to be a long time

I'm genuinely really exhausted. Drained. Stressed. I don't know what to do anymore. My only comfort is drawing, making these bots, and sleeping with my favorite plushies.

Economy crisis is genuinely setting my family apart like an earthquake separating the earth. My parents (yes, I still live with my parents) have been fighting so much, more than I would like to admit.

They would "make it up" with each other over and over again, but everytime they'd just... Go back to fighting again. It's always my mum complaining to my dad that he wasn't getting any money, or that he wasn't doing enough hard work.

It's really frustrating. Nobody is getting money right now. There's genuinely no one going eating or hanging out with friends anymore, and you blame him for not getting any customers?

Second, my mum usually borrow one of her friend's money or my uncle's in this case, but like I said, nobody has any money right now, and even though my uncle has enough, he was saving up to renovate his house so that solution crumpled immediately.

My mum, out of frustration, just ignores me entirely because of this. She would either, just talk dry to me, or is sleeping in the couch. Usually she would be the most energetic person ever, but she's barely going to work now.

I've tried insisting to help, to get a temporary work just for her, but she kept on insisting that I didn't need to do it. And I didn't really want to anger her, because for some reason if I do kept insisting she'll get mad eventually, so I say quietly.

But I got an idea to do Robux art commission to help, but with what little audiences I have right now, that ALSO didn't work.

(Commission is still open btw.../j/j)

With my education right now, I was also starting to get burnt out. Imagine stressing on two things at once...

But I genuinely kept hoping, maybe one day it will get better, but seeing the count on how many economic crisis we have this year and last year... Eh, I don't really have that much hopes much.

September last year, October last year, December last year, and now this month.

Anyways, in conclusion, I feel like I'm about to crumple any second right now and I really need a break.

Weeks, months, maybe a year or so, I don't know, I just need this rest right now. I'm VERY sorry for anyone's request that didn't get made, due to me probably not knowing the fandom or because of repetitive request/late request. I apologize for any mistakes I have made when making my bots, and I was just wanna say thank you SO much for all the support everyone had given me, it's been so nice, a really exciting journey, I didn't really know that I could get so far just by making bots but aha... 700 people in the basement– I mean, followers!

Nonetheless, thank you everyone, I really love y'all, everyone's support has been what kept going, even at my lowest, and I felt I've got hundreds of people by my side <33

Also, I apologized if this seems like a trauma dump, I didn't really mean to make anyone uncomfortable and I'm very sorry if this a sensitive topic, hence why I put a CW in the beginning. Again, I apologize </3

And with that... I'll be officially taking my lessve from here. Thank you again to everyone and my followers. And I hope to see you guys again one day, once I have healed fully, bye everyone!! <33

-Qillah, Gold ship's assistant... Is out! For real now though, hehe