Guys

SO MUCH HAS BEEN HAPPENING ITS WILD..

I lost three friends 😭.?

Basically for two I sent friend 1 a vid and I GUESS friend 2 didn't want me to sent it so friend 2 made friend 1 block me 💔.. so I also blocked friend 2.

Plus friend 2 always PURPOSEFULLY misgenderd me and said I could never be male. Obviously I understand that but I mean he said it so much-

Anyway

For the other one it's a long ah story..

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basically it was my ex.. YES YES IK IK I SHOULDN'T BE FRIENDS WITH HIM SHHHHHHH.... but anyway.. he promised (multiple times) to help me with my mental health. YAY cause I mean I still saw him as my friend? But then he started hitting me with everything I did that hurt him in the relationship.. so I mean yeah okay wtv..? I said "yeah I wasn't the best, I get that" blah blah I started saying things he did

... THIS MAN

"I never did that" "ur being sensitive" "yeah okay I'm the bad guy.." "I'm just the worst aren't I?"

And like I'm going mad cause WTF DO YOU MEANNN.. but wtv I forgot Abt it. And recently he was completely ignoring me, how do I know? My best friend said my ex was texting him normally.. so obviously he was ignoring me cause he told one of my friends that- cause I was "to much on his mental health" it hurt like fu cause I barely told him anything? But wtv I ignored it AGAIN.. and eventually when he finally texted me. I went off on him and said how it effected me. Cause like I hate being ignored as I overthink alot.

Okay I'm gonna clear smth up rq I don't ask for help directly ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW THIS, ESPECIALLY MY EX. I've told him many times I don't just ask for help..

Anyway I was going off and he was js saying "it's all my fault, I'm sorry" and I said "I'm not gonna go to you cause it's obviously not working out.." and he said "well it's not my fault ur sensitive and can't ask for help like a normal person" 🫩.. gng what? Wtv I said "I'm not doing this" and I blocked him :3

I'm now on my own path on healing with people who actually care Abt me !!

ALSO IF YOU SAW THE PFP I GOT 300 RESIN DUCKS :D!!

and I also wanna say to the people I added I LOVE YALL, YOU GUYS ARE SO FUNNY (I'm looking at you Abel lover & foxet...) ^^

Also I'm in love with pierrot (the freak circus) he's so beautiful !! <3

Peace out gng ❤️