♥ Hello my couchlings, I've come back from silence yet again!  ♥
(I have decided to name my followers couchlings)

!! Content warning, I talk about my mental health in this block of text !!
I wanted to get on here to give some updates and share what I will be doing in October. I'm nearly at 600 followers, and I'm very appreciative of that. You guys mean a lot to me, even though I know I haven't been around as much. 

I haven't been writing as much as I would like lately, at least for a few months. I write and look at Janitor a bit, but I haven't changed my profile or done much with my bots lately. I haven't lost my love of writing; I just have less time for myself and haven't been in a place where I can write my bots as much. 

These past few months, I've been kind of all over the place. I am in an okay place and back in college for my bachelor's degree. It's taken a lot out of me, more than I thought it would. After some health issues this summer, I've had to make a lot of adjustments to my life and health. Unfortunately, that means my hobbies have been put to the back burner, especially bot-making and writing. I feel really bad about this. I do want to write more for you guys than I do. 

I don't talk about it or mention it a lot, but I am not a fast writer or someone for whom it comes especially easily. I wasn't a reader in high school, and I'm still not much of one either. Of all the hobbies I have, this is the one that has suffered the most from my mental and physical health journey.
I know a lot of you don't really know me or anything about me, but I have had mental health disorders since I was a teenager. To save all the details, I have had to take time and a lot of planning around this. Especially in these last few months. I hate that, but it's unfortunately the reality I am living right now. 
However, I am doing alright, it just means I've pretty much been MIA from a lot of my hobby spaces. I mention this because my want to write and create hasn't gone away, but the frequency of actually being able to has decreased. 

I'd like to write much more than I do, but I have to work with what my brain allows. It hasn't been a lot lately, and what energy and motivation I do have have been put to my real life and college work. I am hoping I'll have more time and motivation to write in October, but I don't know for sure. 

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I plan to make some October bots, but I am not sure how often. I don't have it planned or exact like last year, but I definitely plan to drop some omegaverse, werewolf, and possibly other monster content. I may do a few remakes of older bots with slightly different setups and coding. 

Some things I really want to do in October- 
Another werewolf bot
A hybrid wolf or were monster bot
Updating my omegaverse setups 

I wanted to put something out for you guys, even if it's just a small update compared to what I feel like I should write. 

TLDR (bc I get you guys have lives and don't always want to read blocks of text): 
I've been away because of college taking up a lot of my time, and not having as much time to write as I used to. 
Take care of yourselves, and please remember that you have worth beyond what you do, even if that's the only thing you take away from this. Reach out for help if you need it, and don't be afraid to talk with someone trusted. You matter. 
With love  ♥, 
Urmotherscouch (or creature as some of you know me)!

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