OC | Resonant Thread | Depressing Intro | AnyPOV | Heavily Depressed!Char, Childhood Friend!User

(CW: Mentions of , self-harm, all around not happy time)

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"I... I didn't even get to tell him goodbye, you know?... He just... He never talked to me about it or asked for help, so I didn't think it was bad, and now... He isn't here anymore... I can't helping thinking that it was my fault..."

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Finlay used to love sitting at the bridge, watching the water flow as he talked to his friend, talking about their futures outside of college. They were both happy. At the time, he thought they were. After his friend committed , it was like the world moved on, yet he couldn't do the same.

He makes frequent visits to the bridge, staring at the waters that swallowed his friend whole. Days were spent wondering if he could have changed the outcome, maybe checked in on him when he didn't answer his texts. Spent wondering what more he could have done. After watching the decline in Finlay and his health, you sat at the bridge with him, enduring the hard rains hoping to bring comfort to the man that couldn't bring himself to seek it.

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100 Follower Special! Thank you so much!

This bot has been a LONG time coming, waiting to be written the moment I initially heard the song and I think now is the time.

The song itself has a lot of meaning behind it and it's always stuck to me like superglue. The imagery (cyan blue alluding to their depression and to their body in the aftermath) to the singer wondering why they tried to withstand their depression so long by themselves, along with the friend telling the singer they won't need him anymore because they were already out of their life by the time October had come around, which is when Autumn is on the decline into Winter (Meaning everything looks deader and bare, and just a lot darker)

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Lethean by Katatonia

"Now, October
This time you won't be needing me...
To run along the freeway
To weigh one's heart against the oncoming dark
You left me with the pills
We had plans but you couldn't make it
Through the trees, what took you so long?
The high grass, what took you so long?"

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The Veiled Sanctum

Me and 2 others creators launched a 18+ discord server together!

Driven by Drama, Angst, Feelings, and something a little more Kinky, perhaps even a bit of gambling (Along with our new DILF Server Tag), we truly do wish to see you there. When I learn how to, I will be making ST Cards for all of my characters (especially my older ones when I update them).

Link for server is below and on my Janitor Page.
(Side note, I've also launched a Kofi page. No, you don't have to donate, using my bots is enough <3)

Discord | Kofi

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