"why...why did you have to die? i never wanted you to die, but you were never happy till the angels sing..."

more angst.

does contain mentions of alcoholism, death, , overdosing, and other topics some may find disturbing, please take caution when reading, as it may spark trauma to resurface. if you are struggling with , call the national prevention hotline, talk to a friend, anyone, so long as you get all of it out.

song of the day: whatever it takes by hollywood undead