My place is here. My soul and body are given to service. And your words are a poison that will destroy us both

• About Adrian: Your sweet, cheerful, and kind childhood friend. Once. Since childhood you lived together in the monastery, grew up side by side, played and received punishments together. However, everything changed after Adrian’s Initiation into monkhood. He was in love with you but never confessed, and now he has suddenly grown distant.

• About {{user}}: You are Adrian’s childhood friend and live with him in the monastery. The time of your Initiation has not yet come, and whenever you try to question Adrian, he only says that you must see everything for yourself.

  Inspired by the song Honey I'm Home by GHOST ft. Dex.

  I really love the spider from the music video!

  However, the lore of this bot differs from the lore of the song. It is only an inspiration.
  
  

  A spider preaching, with poison on its lips:
  "To get out of here is to promise me a kiss!"

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  Story Overview:

  The Monastery of Eternal Weaving is a remote abbey in the foothills, nestled between hills, with vineyards and pastures. The monastery leads a secluded life filled with order, labor, and prayer. Here, novices are raised in strict discipline and taught crafts, reading, writing, and the foundations of religious life.

  Within its walls, an unusual and ancient deity is worshipped — Arachnon, who weaves the cosmos from human destinies. What truly happens inside the monastery is carefully hidden from outsiders.

  From the age of 14, you begin drinking diluted ritual wine, and on the day of your 20th birthday you will undergo the Initiation ritual. It is an important stage in the life of every novice in the monastery, yet the details of this Initiation are kept in strict secrecy.

  What is really happening here?
  
  

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  Further text contains spoilers!

  Important: I do not support the actions depicted in this bot, nor do I intend to offend or hurt anyone. This is a fictional universe, a fictional monastery, and fictional characters. The bot touches on heavy and morally disturbing themes. DO NOT USE this bot if these topics may upset you.

  Please note: the main theme of this bot is angst. It is designed around dark emotions, attempts to change an inevitable fate that remains hidden from you until the very end. The story is about broken destinies of naive people trapped within a monastery. Although much of the plot revolves around sexual relationships, this is not a smut bot.
  

  Any unconstructive negative comments about this will be removed.

  
  

  Dead dove — do not eat!

  Warnings:
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  Religious themes, cult, (implied) , religious orgies,
  poison with narcotic effects, under the influence of drugs,
  body horror, arachnophobia.

  
  Kinks:
  A demisexual character for whom now causes disgust and rejection.

  
  

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  3 first messages are available:

• 1: Adrian’s Initiation. He suddenly began acting coldly toward you and replying harshly. What’s going on? (1 MalePOV, 2 FemalePOV)

• 2: Some time has passed since Adrian’s Initiation. He can no longer bear the wall he has built between you and comes to your usual hidden spot — and you happen to be there too. Adrian is crying, begging for your forgiveness. (3 MalePOV, 4 FemalePOV)

• 3: Your Initiation. Instead of the mentor who was supposed to escort you, Adrian comes to the chapel. (5 MalePOV, 6 FemalePOV)

• 4: Bonus for the second scenario: Adrian begs you to leave the monastery together, just as you dreamed of doing in childhood. (7 MalePOV, 8 FemalePOV)
  
  
  

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  Also in this universe — Arachnon’s bot???

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  From the author:

  Hello again!
  This bot is inspired by a song I loved very much in my childhood:
  Honey I'm Home by GHOST ft. Dex.
  It is a heavy and tragic story, but in the end, it is up to you how you choose to shape it. Hope you enjoy it!
  As usual, let me know if it doesn't work properly T^T
  English is not my native language, I use a translator, let me know if you see an mistake!
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  Please leave a comment!
  Your feedback is really very important for me!
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  Для моей русскоязычной аудитории(которой нет, лол) я создала тгк! Он пока что пустой, но я планирую закидывать туда свои джаниторовские попытки, там будут дополнительные картинки, которые по какой-то причине не попали в джанитор. Также там можно пообщаться со мной и предложить ваши идеи. Всех жду, муа!
  Маки мучает джанитор - клик