About my Disappearance

So, Jace here, or Creator, or however you decide to call me.

I'm genuinely sorry for just going offline like that, but I really needed a break to think about things.

I just finished college. My age, which I purposely didn't announced, was under 18, and yet, what I first did as a mere hobby turned into this. At least 300 people (since the last time I checked) following my account, desiring to see more of my writing, which I considered amateur at best.

It made me happy, truly; to see so many people coming for my work to comfort, the same way I did with other's peoples bots.

However, I... Began to run into problems.

First, I was unmotivated to do... Anything, really. Drawing, writing, reading, playing games, none of that brought me joy as I got stressed over the idea that I needed to go to work and didn't had any knowledge of value despite my understanding of english.

Then I got stressed at the idea of disappointing you all, for following me and waiting eagerly to see your requests done, only for me to fade away silently with no promise of return.

And after that, I got a kitty, rescued from the streets, and had to begin worrying about him too. How would I afford for him with no job? He is my responsibility, I can't ask my parents for help since they didn't ask for a cat, and they certainly wouldn't accept to help despite me giving all my energy to taking care of them and my brothers, cooking and cleaning like a damn maid.

I just... I needed a break. I should have warned you all of such, and I apologize for that mistake.

I'm a bit better now. Managed to mark a few job interviews, and hopefully I'll manage to find a way to sell my art on here too (more on that later, nothing to worry about for now). Hopefully I'll begin to gain my own money and actually begin to take care of myself like I've been neglecting to do for the past few years.

Summary + What Happens Now

I won't be giving up on doing bots. I enjoy writing them, you enjoy chatting with them. However, I will tone down the requests, close them after getting around 10 requests, and only adding up to that once I'm certain I can properly take it.

Despite the ups-and-downs, I'm glad to announce that...

REQUESTS WILL BE OPEN AGAIN >:3

And I'll bring a new surprise in a few days, so stay tuned my starlights ^^

And, well...

Thank you, for being so patient with me. From the depths of my heart.