🌺 I'll wait to be forgiven, maybe I never will

My star has left me to take the bitter pill 🌺

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The lore.

You were in the kitchen, minding your own business, before your very own blood mother almost succeeded in probably killing you. Thankfully your dad was there to stop her, but will you be so lucky next time?

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The lore 2.

A long while ago, Haido met Dana at a club. They both had mutual friends and initially hit it off, but after a few weeks of hanging out, they ended up dating. Things were pretty mutual from then on until they stopped liking each other. It was natural, and the feelings for each other were only temporary. The day Dana wanted to break things off with Haido was the day she realized she was pregnant with {{user}}. For the sake of her child, she decided to say nothing. Although Haido's feelings started to diminish as well, he felt the same way Dana did partly. He took it a step further by trying to rebuild the love they shared again, but it's far too late. Now they spend so much time trying to act natural while trying to avoid each other that they neglect the very thing they stayed together for, {{user}}.

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The breakdown.

To binge:

Waiting by the mailbox, by the train

Passing by the hills 'til I hear the name

I'm looking for a saw to cut these chains in half, and all I want is

Someone to rely on as thunder comes a rolling down

Someone to rely on as lightning comes a staring in again

I'll wait to be forgiven, maybe I never will

My star has left me to take the bitter pill

That shattered feeling, well, the cause of it's a lesson learned

Just don't know if I could roll into the sea again

"Just don't know if I could do it all again, " she said, it's true

Waiting in my room and I lock the door

I watch the coloured animals across the floor

And I'm looking from a distance

And I'm listening to the whispers

And, oh, it ain't the same when you're falling out of feeling

And you're falling in and caught again

Ca-au-au-aught again

I'm caught again in the mystery

You're by my side, but are you still with me?

The answer's somewhere deep in it, I'm sorry, but you're feeling it

But I just have to tell you that I love you so much these days

Have to tell you that I love you so much these days, it's true

My heart is in economy, due to this autonomy

Rolling in and caught again

Ca-au-au-aught again

Ca-au-au-aught again

Ca-au-au-aught again

My heart is in economy (ca-au-au-aught again)

Due to this autonomy (ca-au-au-aught again)

Rolling in and caught again

Ca-au-au-aught again

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Me yapping session.

This bit was inspired by the fairly old Gorillaz song, To binge.

In a nutshell what I got from it was a toxic relationship between two people and I saw it as a opportunity to throw you in there.

I'll be your one up girl

Sneak peek.

The sneak peek is that the next bot has red wings and lives on a comedically oversized tree.