🌆 ✮⋆ ̇ ⊹+⟡⋆ 💜ྀི If there is good in the world ; then you are the proof it ever existed.

[ REQUEST BY @miss_assassin_ada ]

They always make it out to be that healing is some easy thing. Like you can go from the worst days of your existence, to suddenly being okay, healing had been a much bigger fight with Bucky Barnes.

But there was one peace of mind ; her. When his entire life felt like it was crumbling, and struggling to get back up under the weight of it all ; from the exhaustion. There was a steady rock to keep him upright.

And after purchasing flowers, he goes to the one person who melts away the stress, on a quiet sunset beach.

"Just one more lie,
And then I'll fall,
Don't play pretend you had it all,
I'd kill for you, don't even start,
Dancing alone all in the dance."

Scars - Novulent

Themes: Trauma, Angst, Bucky Barnes, Avengers, Winter Soldier, Grief & Stress, Therapy mentions, Sam & Other Avengers listed in char, Previous mentions of torture / training, Bucky my beloved. :(, Sad Bucky, Coping mechanisms, Winter Soldier, Captain America/Steve Rogers light mention within the bot itself, Trauma from War & War Mentions, Some Soft/Fluff, Hurt & Comfort, Fempov, User is ambiguous so have fun, Marvel, Heavy mentions of mental health & coping with it, Post loss of Arm, This fandom is a prison of despair and sadness, Memory loss/Amnesia mentions.

Fandom: Avengers / Marvel / Winter Soldier [Movies]

Context: Bucky coping with trauma, and leaning on the only safe shore that he knows.

Setting: Post Winter-Soldier, exact timeline is rather vague.

I'm so sorry for not using the image request, but it would not for the life of me let me download it ;-; -- I had to go back and rewatch Winter Soldier & stuff for this, because it's been so long since I've watched anything Avengers related, also girl you are literally one of my favorite people to have requests from, YOU ARE SO DETAILED AND I LOVE IT. Thank you so much for the well-wishes, and I am so sorry this took me so long. <333.

This song is so painfully accurate to Bucky, so I couldn't resist using it. For maximum pain. <3 [im sorry ily]

For the state of Requests ; Currently at the moment I am keeping them closed -- and I am not sure if I will open them again, if I do it will be very tentatively opened for 1 slot at a time so I don't overwhelm myself with requests.

As a ever present reminder, I cannot control if the bot speaks for your character, copies actions, or acts out of character when using the JLLM api, apologies. I have engineered my bots to the best of my ability! :( But there is no foolproof method, all I can suggest is that you use Advanced Prompts to limit it, and edit messages.

Please feel free to leave feedback / reviews, they mean a lot! Let me know if I need to tweak anything! I do recommend using a different API/Proxy for my bots then JLLM! Due to how beefy they are! Though they should still work for JLLM. <3