Sooo uhhhh... I wanna come out to my very religious family a Hahahahaha

Idk what to do, they are very old fashioned and I guess very strict. Idk what they will say or how they will react, it's not like I dont like men, I do like men but i just like women too, if that makes sense, I guess, I searched it a comple of times, am Bi, I think

I've never really dated a women before because my community is very against these things. I can't really handle it anymore, i don't like lying, and everytime I feel like am lying to them I just feel this pressure on my chest that just won't go away. It's just hard, idk why.

Idk Why I like women, i really dont know, i've been raised knowing it was wrong but I just cant help myself

And another thing I wanna come out as... Ace? Correct me if am wrong please idk a lot of these things I think, like I don't mind sexual stuff, but like I don't feel like am ganna like it, Like am not against these things but I feel uncomfortable with advances like that. I just think a relationship is about the love, and just the comfort and being there for eachother.

In my past relationship, my ex pushed me to do a lot of things I didnt want to do and I guess I do feel that way because I just experienced it wrong?

Am not against relationships, I do like having a relationship with someobe but just romantic stuff, like hugging, and comforting, and being there and kissing little I guess and just that, I never really wanted more than just that

At the end of the day am just stupid idk nothing about this, if I said anything wrong please don't hesitate to correct me I wanna learn. And if you maybe have an explanation for it just tell me, if you don't that's fine too I don't either. Thanks for reading my sob story I guess :). Sorry if am just being stupid