Okay so I already put it in my bio but I'll be taking a hiatus for the time being.

My mental health is deteriorating as much as it hurts me to admit and I haven't been doing so well for the past four months and my state of mental health has only gotten worse

Atop of that is that I am kinda the therapist friend and my irl friends vent to me and I comfort them, and I want to spent time to help them too

This doesn't mean I hate it when people vent to me. I love it in a special way because it means you trusted me enough to hear and possibly help.

I want to help others so I'm giving myself the permission to.

I've tried to convince myself that I'm fine, I'm okay, I can keep going for others, I've pushed myself to points where I should've stopped. I've already accidentally vented to someone from here about a quarter of my problem...

I'll still be active in comments, I'm just not commiting myself to creating bots, I'm wasting energy as they are not even doing that well lmaooooo....

But that's not the point, I'm doing this for my own sake.

I...I don't know if I'll get better actually....this will be an indefinite hiatus but it might be one that I don't come back from...I feel genuinely horrible