Whatbs up.

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I just wanted to apologize for disappearing for a year.. maybe more.

BUT

TRUST ME

I have a (not so) amazing explanation.

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I have never been in a worse mental and physical state within the time that i have not been online or on this account at all not including the couple of months where i completely forgot what the email was for it (Oops). During my "extended" break, i was literally BALLS DEEP into my €Đ and lost half of my weight before regaining it, which had led me to relapse again and almost get sent to the hospital............ again 😿

And while i was struggling with that, i was also having severe issues with my religious identity. I was so lost on who i was and who i believed in to the point i felt like i was dissociated for weeks on end and had periods of time where i could NOT get up or move from my bed without feeling so nauseous and dizzy.(oohhh name ref, my irl name is Celeste btw for those who dont know😽) not to mention the fact i learnt i had severe iron deficiency and fatigue syndrome which, did not help me at all.

The reason why i had taken my break in the first place was to focus on taking care of myself a lot more instead of trying to push out bots that honestly i was so done with, especially if it was media that i was not interested in anymore (Like murder drones and honestly arcane, sorry)

Yes, yes, i am feeling a lot better now. While im still struggling with a couple of things, im a lot more healthier and happier, and i have enough motivation to be back without any irritation of making bots and feeling rushed.

Kkkkkayyyy sooooo thats basically all i really had to say, pls reccomend bot ideas

Oh Yeah im also gonna be reworking my entire profile and ATTEMPTING to use ccs (pray for me) so pleaseee dont bother with how my profile looks right now yeah? 💔 i also might take down some of my old really cringe bots and rewrite them a little...