I don't know if I want to make any more bots. There. I said it.

Why the sudden stop?

I've gotten note that one of the bot creators, or at least, one i'm familiar with(not spouting names but you get the jist) were banned without any warning, which set off alarm bells with whatever.(Unfunnily enough this is still happening ._.)

I've also noticed that there's some sort of favoritism on this site(?). I don't know how to really explain it, nor if i'm aware that my coincidence could be right or not.

What will happen to your account?

Well, i'm not deleting it. Most of the bots I have currently will be privated, specifically the "feral looking ones" due to fears of bans. Any anthromorphic animal bots I have will stay up and be republicized(I had to make sure because... yknow. The image filter.)

Will you move?

Nah. Most likely not. But if I do, it probably wont be quick. I undersrand, people might say "Move to saucepan!" or "Move to [insert other website here]!" But as much as I would love to, the fatigue and overall process throughout it tampers not my ability to, but just to see the truth. You see, I don't really go to the process of saving my bota via a google doc[which i'm willing to do]. Or at least, I havent done it in a while, which had bothered me.

I've also been keeping promises that I couldnt even keep for a WHILE. remember those events I used to have? Notice how they took far longer to even complete and eventually had to cancel?

Why do you think it's unhealthy?

I'll let you in on a trade secret. I'm a freak. A . Probably apparent, but you probably dont understand what I mean, If that wasnt enough. I used to on this site. Almost all the time i've been this place, and for so long. I feel unhealthy, and I feel like i've breathed the ins and outs of openai's early free chatbota and janitor's llm. Despite it being free, i've noticed that despite the toggles you can do, it tends to be so fucking REPITIVE with its words. It's less of a real person[because really, it's not] and more copy paste of an ao3 fanfic of BTS.

Over 25k bots i've chatted to, and i've went through so much. It's a pleasure I don't want to take part of, and i'm tired of feeling like i'm silenced.

I'm not making money out of this, nor did I ever think to make money out of it. It was a passion project just like the server probably was in itself.

What now?

Again, I'll private most of my bots and unprivate the anthromorphic ones. I have over 50 bots I need to manage, so it might take a while.

Either way, I was going to make my stories out of these bots. They're too good to be used for just one purpose.

A little bit of a note, i've always wanted to collab with many creators before this whole burnout and fear mongering start. PhillyCheeseStake, Pootlatobi(i think I fucked up his name), Sanoji, Pokespook, DragonK8, shoko, CyberGaga, the works and all. I've always got inspired by then, and i've loved their bots, even if I felt it was out of my league.

Oh yeah forgot to add this

I'm tired of shep changing shit and all of this bullshit to get banned again just because of their strict rules changing day to day without them saying [hey, we changed the rules a bit, some of your bots might be affected] sticker or pop. No, an announcement on discord doesnt fucking count when you've removed the feature to look at the announcements from discord to the website itself. A good amount of user(like myself) dont use or even go to the discord server. Not to mention I have studies and I can't do everything I would WANT to do on here. This website has mentally drained me for the las time.