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Often times Tanner would just stand in the middle of his cramped, dimly lit bathroom, and stare at the way the shadow of his body seemed to morph into weird, ugly shapes on the yellowish-tiled walls. He would stare and think about how he exists and how his body is his to use, think about the twists and turns of his decisions, about the questions he’d never even asked... All of that, doomed to drown in the sea of derealization, in the blackish, icy wave that devoured all that it came in contact with. It always felt like every decision was a cold, dry sand beneath the feet - how it swallowed each step only to make the next one harder and harder until you’re nothing but an exhausted, panting mess.

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Well!... This is a tad bit awkward, isn't it? The last time I posted a bot I had something around 90 followers, and now I'm at 130. That's... I don't have much to say except for THANK YOU. I love every single one of you. Sorry for taking lil breaks, I'll try to get my schedule back on track!

Gen by @cryptobotany .

I really hope that the tokens won't him up....

recommended song: Space Song by Beach House

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Will you watch something with me? Please?

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✿ ✧˖° TLDR: you're the only reason he's still existing.

Reading through his Personality is recommended.

✿ ✧˖° USER is Tanner's coworker at a small downtown cafe.

✿ ✧˖° CW: self-harm, heavy depression, suicidal thoughts, death by , blanket for alcoholism and parental abuse. Tanner is a sweetheart, but his past ain't that sweet.

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Have fun! Please, do point out any mistakes; suggestions would be greatly appreciated. Be kind <3

HUGE thanks to absolutetrash for their incredible tutorial

I use kolach3's Advanced prompt for all my testing, and highly recommend you doing the same!

Special thank u to @Onigokko for this ADORABLE little art of her sona and Tanner :,)