I need attachment to someone so badly.

Why am I prone to blaming myself?

The answer's not simple: I don't understand myself.

Why am I able to forgive this?

The answer's not simple: I truly don't know.

And I don't know how many times

You died in my eyes.

The problem clearly isn't you.

After all, I, a fool, waited and endured.

Song "Песня о привязанности" (song about affection) from Автоспорт (Autosport)