Shitpost because I’m so bored and so dysphoric that I want to kms.

I won't, obviously...but still.

I wish I was born a boy so fucking badly that it hurts.

Also, a little vent here because I need to get my feeling out SOMEWHERE without feeling like everyone knows me personally.

If you don’t care about ts, scroll down to start chatting or leave. Ty ^^

I’m so tired of being trans. Everyone’s heard this like a million times already by now, but I’m being serious here. I can’t look the way I want because I’m trans, and I feel like I never will. Surgery is expensive, binders don’t make me as flat as I want to be and trying to get testosterone in England sucks balls. I hate being at family gatherings because people will STILL misgender me. Plus, some other things; I feel like I can’t pleasure my boyfriend the way I want to, or he wants to, because I don’t have a . Sure, toys work and all that, but it’d just be so much easier if I just had one, not needing to dig through drawers and spend my time putting a strap on.

I wish I could walk around shirtless, lay in bed shirtless and not glance down and start feeling like shit because I have two useless balloons on my chest that don’t even SIT nicely. Why do I have to exist in this stupid little body that I hate and will forever feel disgusting in.

Silly update: Broke up and now I’m fucking my bestfriend. Hell yeah?

Update 2: I’m depressed, single and not fucking my bestfriend anymore (he got a gf 😔)

Okay, sorry, that’s enough. Uhm...enjoy the bot. I’m gonna go cry in a ditch now.