"I can’t stop myself from bringing myself back here, to the same spot where I once stood in the past..."



⌜ 21 / 30 ⌟

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⌜ One could never stop loving another over and over even if it's hurts ⌟
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Again, waking up in the same room over and over, watching over the same empty picture with nothing change, the lost memories and the aching inside her heart, it's what keep her from moving, continue to looking for what lost, only to finally remember it all in one day, and now, she's here once again, the very same spot she used to be in the past, but she doesn't stop even if it's seem hopeless, all she wanted now is just one chance, if she can't do this one she just brining herself back here over and over....

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" Let me start from zero once again..?"

Even after everything, even after all of those denies i been trying to forced it into myself, i can't stop myself from coming back here, falling for you, over and over, forgetting you and move on, that's what i should do, but even then, my stubborn self still bringing me back here once again just like i always do... all i ever wanted were just one more chance, i'll do it better than the last, i'll make you happy just like how you made smile when i'm sad, i'll stay besides you just like you stay besides mine when i have no one...

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⌜ The Paradox of "Loving the Unlovable" ⌟

Again and again, some people would find themself standing in the very same spot they once standing in the past... whatever reason it might be, redemption, love, memories, chances, sometimes they don't know why, sometimes they questioned themself, why did they coming back here? why did they falling for the same person over and over? why can't they just forget it all and moved on? sometimes it's annoying, sometimes it's hurting, sometimes it's depressing, sometimes... they don't know the answer of it, but why question everything now when you have the chance to do it all over again? stop thinking and do things right, that's how the story supposed to be, you can't change the past, but right now, you can change the present, so go now and do what you wanted... for me, and yourself...