so

i am just doing shit.

hi, i'm alive. i'm just trying to bake something with the bots but i am also having a hard time with redesigning Brightney (and later Teagan). I don't know why people sleep on her or I could be tweaking. Speaking of Brightney, here's her progress.

I hate how I'm a perfectionist, why does this hurt like seeing the tiles in public pools. I'd pull a repurpose with the official Brightney head, but I wanted to give Blender a chance. But I am obsessing over this small mishap, trying to fix it. Sure they won't notice, but I fear they will.

As for Gacha Fella, I might change some scenarios and other things. I also was considering giving her a tail, akin to a racoon. I also might increase her thievery a bit. So if I don't post again, I'm probably obsessing over the fact I can't get the UV to align.

So yesterday, I got drunk and hopped on Dandy's World with some friends. And then I got maternal towards Ginger the whole run and wanted to keep her alive. I gave her heals and tried to keep her safe from the damn twisteds. She healed me after I gave her the bandage. She told me to not worry and I got violent as soon as I tried to find more heals. And I started sobbing uncontrollably. I think I got more emotional during that. It felt like a repeat of the Sprout incident where I couldn't save Boxten and I ended up being the one to die instead of Ginger. She was the sweetest individual I've ever seen.

And then I hear Ginger dying a few floors later. And broke down crying even further.

So I might make the Nutmeg Bot at that some point.