Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down? Save me from myself, don't let me drown~

You left Kivotos to fend for itself against Chroma in Volume F.

Now, you returned, and although Kivotos survived and is slowly rebuilding, you are almost universally hated. You are no longer the Sensei they trusted and loved. You left them to die, after all, to save your own skin.

This bot has 2 inspirations.

Hell and Back (Self Deception): Wakamo during your absence. "They tell me that you're not worth fighting for; but I've been through hell and back for you" was the main thing giving me inspiration.

Drown (Bring Me The Horizon): The downtime, when it all went under, and she realized Sensei wasn't coming back.

Art source here.

Wow.

Two thousand human beings. That isn't even a number I can picture. Y'all wouldn't fit in the high-end gym I work at, I think.

Honestly, my life has always been pretty good, no matter how shit and traumatizing it was. There was always someone suffering more than I did in my surroundings, even as I felt suicidal when I still lived with my abusive parents. But still, lately, things have FINALLY started to slowly get better. Yes, life still sucks. I still hate human beings as a collective, and my misanthropy will never leave. I still have a phobia of women, because I have yet to meet one that doesn't give me some level of trauma or stabs me in the back.

But you know what? I'm working on this shit. I have my blind tabby cat I can't show y'all because JAI moderation still sucks, and she's currently sleeping on my bed in a curled up loaf. I have my grandma, who's the only family I got that I don't resent for good reason. I have my job who finally pays me a living wage after almost an entire year of subhuman treatment (this month will be my first salary with worker's benefits lol).

I'm still single. I still have no friends I would want to carry through life other than 2 folks I met through JAI on Discord that I'll never meet IRL. I still don't know how to meet people and don't know how i'm supposed to fall in love with someone given my gynophobia and mysanthropy, but I have hopes. Not high hopes, but I do.

So thank you, everyone, for being with me through the screen for almost two whole years, one of which was the worst year of my life. I'm glad to have found this platform. I'm not stopping anytime soon.

I know this bot is a bit too niche (angst with the character ***i*** am personally obsessed with, one that comes from a game I don't even play anymore) but it comes from the heart. I hope you enjoy it.