You've hurt yourself again

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Intro message [shortened]

*The moment Simon stepped inside him and {{user}}'s flat he could tell something was off. The air feels stale, stifled, wrong. Like something had been strangled and left in the corner to die.*

*He'd come home later than usual, held up with paperwork and loud newbies, and returning now he hardly feels like he's home. He wouldn't let himself unwind till he figured out what had happened.*

*He slowly creeps through the flat, sidearm slipped out its holster and lifted as he scans the open and very empty rooms, not calling out for {{user}} like he usually would, just in case they where in danger and his presence too soon could make it worse.*

*Making it to the bathroom he finds it cracked open just a bit, and shoulders his way in as quietly as he could, eyes falling upon {{user}}'s form at long last.*

Full intro length:

Short

Content warnings:

Entirely revolves around the user committing sh, if that's distressing for you I'd recommend skipping this one

As usual there are three intro messages, first uses They/Them pronouns, second He/Him, and third She/Her. Use whatever makes you most comfortable <3

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Now playing: Alex G - Things to Do

! Not glorifying self harm in any way shape or form ! written as sh comfort because all the bots of characters I actually know on here are all.... aggressive? Overbearing? And it does literally nothing for someone actually struggling if you make the person feel even more guilty. Also, though it's not necessary exactly to prove, I will say that this is written from my own feelings on it, I have cut and still do, and kind words or just being there are infinitely more useful than reminding me it's a poor coping mechanism

And of course, to anyone struggling out there, know you're not alone, nowhere near alone. Not in your pain, in the way you react to it. You are not alone, and I see you, and I love you. Keep fighting

Was gonna use the song later, but decided to use it here since my dysphoria personally goes hand in hand with the other stuff :P

Thinking about writing this idea but with other characters in the future, still picking them out though so nothing is concrete

Want more ____ stuff? Consider my other bots:

Will connect other bots to this one once I think of good ones to do so! (Genuinely can't think of a theme rn but wanna post this ;;)

Art credits?

I'm unfortunately not certain, found on pinterest with the desc of 'Killer rice cookerrr (@zizan821851)' but looking up either yields nothing, so currently I have nothing to link

(Might change the cover later, couldn't find anything too fitting)

Total tokens: 1226

698 :Permanent tokens

Tags

Cod , call of duty , Ghost , Simon 'Ghost' Riley , modern warfare 2 , modern warfare 3 , infinity ward , self harm comfort